Welcome to the boards newbies:) i'm 3 months out and lost 85lbs Woohoo!! currently wearing a size 10

( I should note that these results are not typical) Ive had some difficulty along the way but I wouldnt go back on my decision ever! Dr. Buchin is amazing and one of the best people I've ever met. His care and concern about his patients far surpasses any healthcare professional I've ever encountered and understandably you are nervous but I promise you it is all well worth it and the best possible decision you can make for yourself. I too have had difficulty attending meetings but if you get a chance check out the website
www.bariatriceating.com They have tons of information and a great resource for food ideas for post and pre-op. I also recommend the book that is on there called before and after- its great for people who are beginning their journey and a great reference for those who have been at it for a while. Good Luck newbies! Feel free to contact me if you would like to ask any questions
Casandra